today was a big day.

today i passed the test to get your restricted.
today i broke up with my pre cal book.

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i wasnt looking for your pity.
i told you i missed you. and all i wanted in return was some kind of sign that you missed me too.
but all i got were reassurances.
reassurances that you and i were not meant to be.
reassurances that i "deserved better".
reassurances that you would "only hurt me"
reassurances to try and force me to move on and to

i feel like crying. i think i will.

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 wow.
fuck you.

hahaa. wow. i can honestly say i wouldve never thought this day would come. but it appears to be that you and i feel the same way.

you and i. of all people. who knew.

hahaa. i like this (:

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wow.

okay so i wrote and i read and now i feel like a terrible person but at the same time i feel really hurt. is that possible?