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you and the beach
ive realized now that no matter where i go i cant get away from you. and in those insane moments that i do, feer fills my heart. i dont understand this at all. it doesnt make any sense why or how this could be. i just dont get it. why do i feel the need to hear your voice all the time if all it does is weaken me? why did i fall inlove with you? why ( Read more... ) -
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you know, why dont you just give it a chance? give the whole "us" thing a chance.
think about it. i have EVERYTHING to lose. you have NOTHING to lose. so it honestly wouldn't hurt you, wouldn't kill you, to give it a chance. -
its just not fair
its just not fair that you can be happy without even trying ( Read more... ) -
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take me back to california, where i can forget about you. at least there it was easier to get through the pain. -
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dont you hate how you have to stress so much on weekends. i mean its a WEEKEND, doesnt that mean we're supposed to be able to chillax ? -
happy christmas then
it doesnt feel like christmas at all. i dont know why. i mean ive done the whole christmas dinner, and brunch and opening gifts and music and dancing and all and it still doesnt feel like christmas. oh well.
on a side note: ONE WEEK AND TWO WEEKENDS LEFT UNTIL SCHOOL! GAHHH!!!!!!!!!! -
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i dont think i ever really understood the term used until recently. i think i mightve wanted to understand its meaning, wanted to really know it. or thought i did anyways. but now, now i really know. what its like. to be used ( Read more... ) -
angry
who knew it was possible to be this angry. i dont think ive ever been this angry before. or maybe i have and i just cant remember cause im so consumed by THIS anger -.- -
a change of heart
i remember when i used to spend every second thinking of you. waiting on you. for your texts, your calls, your visits. i remember when you were all i could think about. when life without you seemed like fiction. when i couldnt remember there ever being a time when i wasnt thinking about you. i remember those days the way a person remembers how they ( Read more... )