I'm not a sad person.

I don't remember what it's like to kiss you anymore. :)

Thank fucking God.

Some minutes I miss Stuart. Others I miss Yonah. Sometimes I'm just so happy to have my friends and spend time with them. The boys don't matter when I'm with my friends. And thank God, I'm feeling that more and more lately ( Read more... )

Once again, go fuck yourself. God I hate both of us so much sometimes.

-romantic pasta dinners ( Read more... )

-the neon flashing arrow on Laura's street ( Read more... )

I've definately gotten much more innocent over the past few months. I'm really happy with everything in general, all the stress doesn't matter so much anymore. I feel like a little kid again, ready to run free. And when I'm done, I won't run into some strangers arms for a quick kiss. I'll run into his arms instead. I'll dance in the rain too, just ( Read more... )

I was the halftime show. It sucked, but I'm okay. It was a great five weeks. I owe him a lot. He made sex into a beautiful thing for me, the way it's supposed to be. I started to take risks again, got over my fears. I built bridges with Steve, and in time, maybe I will with Yonah, and even Stuart if it seems right. It really pays off to break my ( Read more... )

I might go to Israel this summer:)

This got my mind off so much, everything seems wonderful, I really really hope it works out.

(Let there be no hating on the Jew music)

fucking idiot.