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People are seriously amazing and disappointing.
So I have to find a place to be able to convey my thoughts and i never use my LJ for this purpose anymore which I should. I am feeling very isolated and alone. I am unhappy with where my life is right now ( Read more... ) -
not feeling a lot of support lately
This past week were many anniversaries. The 22nd was the anniversary of Jeramie accident where he was almost killed four days before the anniversary of chris death. On the 26th was the ten year anniversary of chris death and today was the one year anniversary of Jeramie being back in town after I got him transferred from Vegas to a local hospital ( Read more... ) -
Holiday blues
I guess I'm writing but I don't think anyone is reading this.
I have the holiday blues. Everyone is posting their family pics, pet pics and vacation pics their great jobs blah blah
Just not happy with where my life is at
Thought my life was changing recently but it does not appear to be the case
I'm tired of being alone at 42 and I'm constantly ( Read more... ) -
It was my worst nightmare
So three weeks ago today I was yanked back to where I was nine years ago
Jeramie this guy I have loved for six years was in a serous auto accident and was nearly killed. It was the same week chris was killed nine years ago. The accident happened on 22nd and chris was killed the 26th
In this lovely time of technology guess how k figured it out?!?!? By ( Read more... ) -
Here I can speak my mind
I'm really sick of everyone bragging in their lives on Facebook. And the people that do it most of them know they are doing it and do it on purpose I'm sure
This person who is constantly a bragger started a blog about adopting a child and it is so over the top. Just like when she was getting married and she had a ridiculous blog with pictures and a ( Read more... ) -
So sick of dating bullshit
I really am tired of the dating crap! Im sick of people flaking on me whether it be a date or just plans of getting together
I was supposed to have a date tonite with someone I went to high school with. We have had excellent conversations all week n we were supposed to go put tonite
His mom had a double mastectomy this week. She has breast cancer. ( Read more... ) -
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Why do I always think the best in people??
Think they won't hurt me.....
The words of Christina perri's song "jar of hearts" comes to mind:
"Who do you think you are
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts...
You are going to catch a cold from all the ice in your soul.....
So don't come back for me who do you think you are??!?!
You don't ( Read more... ) -
Meme
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle...
What Letter Does Your Soulmate's Name Start With?
MY RESULT:The Letter J
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tgif.......
Thank godness it is Friday. It has been one of those weeks ( Read more... ) -
alas it is friday again......
well yet again I keep meaning to write and update my journal when i get home from work but never seems to happen ( Read more... )