Anybody else notice that I only write in here when I feel as though something has gone wrong ( Read more... )

why are relationships hard?

i love him, but sometimes it's just fuckin' hard.

My eye wont stop twitching. Apparently I'm nervous/stressed about something. That's according to doctors though, wtf do they know anyway..

maybe it's cuz i still don't have actors for my movie?

or maybe it's that i have papers to write and a final to study for?

maybe ..

fuck it.

i have no idea.

For years I've sat back and watched my friends be in relationships. And I'd shrug and think to myself "don't worry Fran, you'll get there." Yeah it sucked being the friend for 19 damn years. But when you think about it, only 4 of those years was I ever really thinking about being in a relationship and what it would feel like to say I had SOMEONE. ( Read more... )

So, I'm weird. we all knew this. but i don't understand myself really. it's quite intriguing ( Read more... )

It's deja vu all over again...

and i'm fucking trapped.

There are moments when confusion kicks in and it's not pretty. You think about life and you start re-evaluating it and you wonder why things are the way they are. You think about change and comfort and your feelings and you start questioning why you feel the way you do. This can last for hours. You can try and sleep but it doesn't work. You can try ( Read more... )

somebody want to enlighten me as to why i'm such a fuck up?

it'd be greatly appreciated.

thanks.

So, my friend Blake from freshmen year, the one who provided us youngins with all the alcohol we desired, made fake ID's for people, drove all of us around, and was infamous for his incredibly disgusting room, came down to Syracuse on Thursday morning for a few days. He calls me up and insists that we hang out. Naturally I told him I'd be up at ( Read more... )

So, I created a myspace account a few months ago and I never did anything with it...until now. I just made my profile and stuff. I have no idea why. I was bored. I think it's cuz I saw Danny Gorman was on it and I was like "ohh fun!" I don't have any friends on it. Haha. Dammit, there are too many websites to keep up with. That, facebook, and this ( Read more... )