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[serendipity1827]

i can't tell if it's the wild frustration of waking up in the middle of the day and pursuing the act of not accomplishing anything or if it's the stark echo of feeling like it doesn't matter if i do or don't get anything done that really enrages me

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[ashen_evolution]

This could be one of my entries, pretty much word for word. Except the doctor bit; no health insurance is a bitch.

[serendipity1827]

i leech off of my mother's health insurance, luckily.

i have to call our physician to see if these anti-depressants i got are at all a bad idea. i'm not really all for drugs, but it's starting to seem like a viable option at this point.

[ashen_evolution]

Well at least you've got that; I don't have health insurance and it turns minor problems into potentially dangerous issues since I can't get medication. As for anti-depressants, I know one person who was able to turn their life around because it gave them the ability to overcome really severe (like wouldn't leave the house or feed himself severe) depression and make changes. However, everyone else I know that has taken them has had their symptoms worsened and their personalities negatively affected by them. I'm diagnosed with depression (among other things) but I refuse to take the pills as I don't take anything that fucks with my brain chemistry that much period. However, if you do a load of personal research, see a psychiatrist enough times for them to get a good understanding of the nature of your condition, and give it a lot of thought maybe you can come to a conclusion about which anti-depressants, if any, are right to try. As with any quick-fix, it's not going to solve the probelm, but if you are one of the lucky ones who