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reading my old entries from summer of 07. man, i want that happy juice.
but it's getting me motivated again, which is GREAT because i've been so exhausted and sad and lethargic and angry and snippy.....and just generally negative.
even when i was dealing with my heartache of the yatz thing, i seemed like i was a lot happier.
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it's been well over a week since i had the biggest crying jag since november/december.
during which, my mother told me that if i kept sobbing, she was going to take me to the psych ward.
having visited yuri in the hospital and hearing her situation, i was not keen on the idea of being shoved into a room for a week or two and cut off from everyone i ( Read more... ) -
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There are symbols we come to trust and depend on seeing ( Read more... ) -
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i feel totally screwed with my school work.
i have spent the past week in the library and avoiding classes.
i don't think this is where i should be. there's something awful about me and school and always has been.
i'm half prepared to give up.
even spoke with my mother about my current status
and she told me to keep moving forward.
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i can't tell if it's the wild frustration of waking up in the middle of the day and pursuing the act of not accomplishing anything or if it's the stark echo of feeling like it doesn't matter if i do or don't get anything done that really enrages me ( Read more... ) -
urban dick-shunary.
i found all of these fairly entertaining. since they're about me. (i also had that issue where i felt terribly dissociated from my name because i was looking at it so much ( Read more... ) -
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i got a piano ( Read more... ) -
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for the record, my goal, with facebook, is to not check any of my notifications until they reach something like 120.
i'm at 99. i'm not checking again until the saturday, at the very earliest.
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