can my life fall apart any freaking further ( Read more... )

so dan is gone... he refused to sign a contract because it didn't respect our friendship (which he was letting dwindle anyway) and i'm sorry but if he wanted respect in a friendship, then he should have thought about why i WANTED a contract, since i had already been screwed over in the past by TWO friends that i let live in my house, and he should ( Read more... )

i am sooooo tired today ( Read more... )

its weird how things come and go in phases ( Read more... )

fuck ( Read more... )

normally it does not affect me in any way, but today is Friday the 13th and tomorrow is a Full Moon and i am just about having the worst day here. everything that can go wrong is, pretty much ( Read more... )

total reaffirmation for me today... wow ( Read more... )

and the stupid thing is i AM tired, but now i'm just fucking awake because i'm mad at myself...
stupid is as stupid does, i guess....

i think i set myself up to get hurt sometimes. i mean, i can plan things in my head but apparently in my head doesn't mean they happen. no matter what i want. its like, you'd think i'd actually think about things sometimes and either make them work or stop thinking about them and letting them hurt me. maybe it serves me right sometimes.

nothing, i mean NOTHING seems to work out for me lately