i am in desperate need for change

 i feel great and really happy right now.....i hope this continues......i even cleaned my room today....90 percent of the time things around me are messy and its because my life is messy.....when my life is good and i feel happy things are clean.....i always judge people by how messy they are....i always call people that are pretty neat and clean " ( Read more... )

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"the deepest level of communication because it is beyond words and beyond concepts. It is the discovery of an older unity in which all are already one. He remarked that persons must recover their original unity, because what they have to be is what they are"

Thomas Merton

gurr i really dont like sleeping alone....im getting used to it though....i hang out with just myself a lot lately....its different ive honestly never really been alone alone since i was a little kid i always have people around.....its really lonely but its something i think i need to do......

saturday in the parrkkk feels like the fourth of july hii hiii.....uhm i wish i had millions of dollars so i could invest in the stock market.....if anyone reads this they should go invest this weekend....you tripple your money in a few weeks maybe a couple of months......i hate being poor.....

a quick summary of my year through pictures

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hi
im moving to st louis
on sunday
that is all

try not to miss me