So on saturday i thought i just had a mild hangover...was strange cause i didn't have much but whatever. I continued to have a persistant headache that wouldn't go away but i just wrote this off as stress...not that i have much mind you. Anyway i've not missed two days of work because i was to dumb to figure out what it was and start treating it ( Read more... )

ok..i know most of you are familiar with the relationship that my brother and i have...he is an asshole and we don't talk and the few times we do we fight. He used to beat the crap out of me while we were kids and i still detest him. I blame the many blows to the head i recieved from him growing up as the reason why my memory sucks so much ( Read more... )

some common topics of interest that have come up repeatedly among several different people that i would kindly like to bring to a screeching halt ( Read more... )

So...i now have very limited time in which to move out of the cabin. Freekin great. Between work and school and sleep this makes timing even more trying. So my hope is that i'll find something suitable today and that i'll be able to move in mid month or so. GAWD! this too shall pass. i really wish my grandmother was here. And i just realized ( Read more... )

Well i'm finally done with the video and computer testing portion of my training. Today i start my job, which has been changed from cashier to night stalker. Which means i'll also be making more money too :) Anna and i will be working the same shift so that ought to be interesting. Her group is also getting a lot more training to. They will ( Read more... )

Well anna's stuff got transfered today. Her brother's mother in law, cheryl, did an amazing job on the apt. She scrubbed the oven, kitchen, and bathroom. I've never seen it sparkle like that before. There were things on that stove that i had thought would never come off...she is amazing. Every inch of my back and neck is killing me right about ( Read more... )

tomorrow will be a hoot and a hollar as i have the distinct pleasure of getting to know my dr again very well and her favorite pair of ducklips. GOD ALMIGHTY i hate yearly exams...but they are necessary for more birth control. Not that i'm worried about getting pregnant as i've been practicing abstinance and plan on continuing too...but i'm a ( Read more... )

I bought a 96 saturn. Its a standard and comes with both new summer and winter tires. It does need the rear brakes redone but that isn't a big problem. However, no one with legs long than mine will be able to drive it. I have the seat all the way back and i'm a little srunched...its not to bad but taller people would def have a problem. I ( Read more... )

Sometimes i feel like there is no hope from getting out from under my problems. I do my best to tell myself that at this difficult point all i have to do is get through my next breath. If i can do that then i will survive the storm and everything will be ok. Breathing is the key to success. At times i feel like there is no end in sight from my ( Read more... )

would any of you consider me an alcoholic or a drug addict?