Life is good.

I wish I had the time and energy to post more tonight. But I'm just exhausted from surgery last week. Life has been busy. Interesting. Life changing ( Read more... )

Life is full of surprises and changes. My divorce finally went through after a very long road. A huge relief. I've dated on and off for the past year and half. Very interesting people out there. And not so interesting for that matter. After spending the first year after my separation from my husband (at the time) and some very dear friends, I've ( Read more... )

......... full of surprises and changes. My divorce finally went through after a very long, hard road. A huge relief. I've dated on and off for the past year and half. Very interesting people out there. And not so interesting for that matter. After spending the first year after my separation from my husband (at the time) and some very dear ( Read more... )

Only in the recent weeks have I come to some place in my heart where I can distinguish the mixed emotions that have continued to battle each other over the past year. And here I am, not mad anymore, not completely torn apart and heartbroken like I once was. Make no mistake, my heart still hurts because I love you and I miss you every day. Some ( Read more... )

is exactly what I've needed for so long. The struggles and hard work is finally paying off. Things have been on the turn around for a little while now. I start school in the summer, finally got "officially" accepted yesterday. So I'm very excited about that. I'm losing weight and getting in shape. Very motivated these days to make changes for the ( Read more... )

I don't know how many times I've sat down to write, simply to get it off my chest and it all just leaves me. I guess I should get up out of bed at 3am when I wake with all the overwhelming stuff in my head. It's been a year since I wrote in my journal. In that year, my life has change dramatically. There were many lessons to be learned and many ( Read more... )

when you look in the mirror and suddenly you realize for the first time how much your face has aged and you no longer recognize the person standing before you? Is it the moment when you're sitting next to your partner wondering if they feel just as lifeless as you? At what point do you decide your life is for you, not for someone else. Not for ( Read more... )

I'm reliving a part of my life that I desparately never wanted to see again. And all I can do is hope with every bean of my body that the outcome is not what it was the first time. I know there isn't much I can do. That is the hardest part. I don't even have words right now. I just feel very helpless and sad ( Read more... )

It's another late night and I'm sitting here wondering where life goes next. I stay up because I can't sleep or because I know the sooner I go to sleep, the sooner the next day comes. Most of the time, I wonder how you can be so self aware and still be in a very dark place that you can't get out of. Being aware that you're stepping in dangerous ( Read more... )