Just a thought...soulcatcher318October 4 2006, 18:24:14 UTC
Seems the family curse or something in the sense we each have our own ways of putting "weight" on ourselves and feeling we need to take responsibility for everyone and everything somehow at times
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You know my old circle of friends. Other than family and David, they were the closest people to me in the world. For two years i beat myself up pretty much everyday about not being around, not being a good friend, and then two things happend, that wont happen overnight, or with someone just telling you what to do. I realized that communication is not solely up to ME i shouldnt have to be this rope that holds everyone, and everything together (realizing this made me realize that i had become like our mother) then i realized that no matter how incredibley much you love and care for someone, things ALWAYS change, circumstances change, and people change (hopefully for the better) I can still love, adore, forgive, and be there for those friends from the past. I can still laugh and cry at our memories together. In my experience with people, the TRUE friends are the ones that dont expect your presence, but welcome your love.
Yeah, what they said. :} i may not communicate much, but i still care about all three of You. i know i shouldn't be such a stranger, yet i feel like one. A rolling chode gathers no moss.
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