I'm no neopagan of any sort, though I'll admit to animistic tendencies more than most anything else ( Read more... )

...or if anything else does for that matter ( Read more... )

...that even now, in my heart of hearts, as I get better at acknowledging to myself what I really want, recognizing it is at least closer now than it ever yet has been in my life - what I really want to do, how I really want to live ( Read more... )

Had to revive the old LJ once again to work out these thoughts.

Current status?Same as most everyone right now: Under "Stay at Home", Self Isolation, "Social Distancing", Quarantine orders as the Covid-19 Coronavirus spreads around the globe ( Read more... )

About once a month now I start to get a hint of what I imagine falling to pieces can feel like. Only a hint mind you, I would not presume to know the half of it ( Read more... )

"There is so much balance in the world ( Read more... )

Lately my employment, more than ever before, has got to feeling like too much rote rehearsal. The people are great, I wish that was all the "work" consisted of, was interesting interactions. Alas, it is the repetition of duties that is losing me though. I think I've maxed out the interest level of my current position, and the moment I'm not ( Read more... )

It is a strange twist of the fates that I just saw the TED talk of psychologist Meg Jay talking about how "30 is not the new 20 ( Read more... )

When I think of heaven ( Read more... )

There's a fine line between trying to be realistic about humanity's survival on this planet, or even just one's own survival, and just giving oneself over to a fear driven survival instincts. There's a fine line between hoping for the best and preparing for the worst in the best way possible that one can manage, contrasted to naivete of planning ( Read more... )