Things are okay right now. I have had a good week. I made a lot of meetings and I was pretty productive. Bought an external hard drive for my computer, I had like two gigs free, lol. My sponsor has been letting me drive her car. I took her daughter to the mall and got a few things ( Read more... )

I had the best birthday ever. It's so crazy to think about where I was last birthday, and even crazier, the birthday before last. My 22nd birthday I was at SATF and we couldn't have soda or candy or anything, but they had a machine there, just to taunt us I swear, lol. Anyway, my point is, for last birthday I got a letter from Alex telling me he ( Read more... )

 Tomorrow is my birthday. I am looking really forward to it. Eric is coming up here tomorrow afternoon, like around 2 maybe 3. I can't wait. I took off Monday because he is off on Sundays and Mondays, so we are going to spend all weekend together. We don't have a lot planned. I know we are going to see Dinner for Schmucks and possibly The Other ( Read more... )

 So every time that I am irritated with this situation with Eric I get an awesome text like I got last night from him. He told me that he just wanted to let me know he was thinking about me and that he was really looking forward to seeing me next weekend and he honestly didn't care what we did, he knows he is going to enjoy it."Even if we just lay ( Read more... )

God damn it. This always happens. I am posting and I hit some key and it goes away. Oh well. Anyway. I called Eva today and said I had the wrong number. It made me realize that she is still doing the same thing. Nothing changes just cause I get clean. I talked to a friend who had posted something on here. I am glad that it happened because it made ( Read more... )

 
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 So we had a really good talk. I told him what I was insecure about. I didn't tell him about how I thought that this was a mistake and that it wasn't going to go anywhere though. He said that he really likes me and he is for sure coming on my birthday unless some dire emergency comes up and he can't come. Ugh. I am always expecting the worst. He is ( Read more... )

 www.songkick.com

Awesome. I can track all my fave bands and find out when they are coming here or to Austin. How rad is that?

 The thing that I was insecure about, him losing interest, I don't know if I am just super paranoid and insecure, but I think it is happening. We have such opposite sleep and work schedules. I get up to go to work at like 5am, and he isn't up until like 10 or 11. I get home at like 5 or 6 or I go to meetings all night and get home and go to bed ( Read more... )

 He wants to come up here for my birthday weekend. The 14th. It seems so far away. I told him that he could stay here at my house, but he mentioned that he wanted to go on an "adventure." We always have adventures together. I love it. I really like him. He called me last night and we usually text. He just wanted to tell me that he missed me and ( Read more... )