I hate to rub salt into the wound, but here goes. Isn't that the same guild that you helped found? Put all the capital into? Lame.
I'm sorry, that blows. Examine thy self, take the advantage of the clean feeling and do some serious self eval, it'll all work out in the end.
"I love you, I forgive you." is something I've been saying to myself and about others it's from a hawaian healing art called ho'oponopono http://www.google.com/search?client=safari&rls=en&q=ho'oponopono&ie=UTF-8&oe=UTF-8
It is feeling good. It still hurts like hell, but I keep reminding myself really hard that periods of upheaval and pain merely allow us to appreciate the good times even more.
And yeah, that's the guild that screwed me over before. :D I never learn.
Why can't my ex's act like your last ex? Okay, so that's more how Dan and I broke up...but why can't ALL of them be that civilized, friendly, supportive, blah blah blah?
I dunno, my last ex decided to unfriend me on LJ and hasn't spoken to me in about a year...but I guess phones work both ways, and I'm as guilty as he is about not calling :/
Drama is so irritating. I know I used to be the biggest Drama Queen that Nirvana ever saw...but that's why I hate it so much now. I just want to be a grownup. This also teaches me to hang out with people a little older. I'm not equipped to be a teenager again...I barely survived it the first time.
Drama is completely foreign to me. But rolling back... hmm.. I probably could use to relive a few key teenage years over again and do better. But that's more due to the way I judge myself than anything else. I became a grownup in many respects way too soon and I'm tired of it.
I like the way you are able to turn all the negativity that recently happened into a great positive. I agree with you on having your new year swept clean. You get a fresh start, and clearly the ex-bf was not meant to be if he can't see where you were coming from with the whole school thing. Much love at ya!
Thanks sweetie. I assure you, I'm not always able to turn the negatives into positives. I spent a large portion of last week laying on Dan's bed and crying. Luckily he's good at cheering up.
One of my new year's resolutions is to spend more time with people I enjoy, admire, and respect. That's you, btw. We need to do coffee or something, we live like 5 minutes apart!
Sounds good to me! I am up for coffee any time! If you want when the weather gets nicer, we can go for a nice walk around your neighborhood or something too.
Let me know when you'd like to get together. Take care.
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I'm sorry, that blows. Examine thy self, take the advantage of the clean feeling and do some serious self eval, it'll all work out in the end.
"I love you, I forgive you." is something I've been saying to myself and about others it's from a hawaian healing art called ho'oponopono http://www.google.com/search?client=safari&rls=en&q=ho'oponopono&ie=UTF-8&oe=UTF-8
So, yeah, that feels good sometimes.
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And yeah, that's the guild that screwed me over before. :D I never learn.
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Well, some things never change. ;)
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Why can't my ex's act like your last ex? Okay, so that's more how Dan and I broke up...but why can't ALL of them be that civilized, friendly, supportive, blah blah blah?
Boys suck...bring on the men! ;)
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What's the old saying.... better to have.... blah blah blah...
And even after running a mud all these years, I don't get all the drama for a silly game.
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Much love at ya!
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One of my new year's resolutions is to spend more time with people I enjoy, admire, and respect. That's you, btw. We need to do coffee or something, we live like 5 minutes apart!
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Let me know when you'd like to get together. Take care.
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