There's something in this that I wish I could get back..

but I'm not sure what it is.

-fried your brain.
-taken life itself for granted.
-lied so much you didn't even know when to believe yourself.
-twisted words and depended on two syllable BULLSHIT.
-wanted me only until you had me.

I'm happier now..
If happy is something to be achieved and remains uncertain even when..
you finally reach it.

Are always nice.

It means a lot to me that you call.

It certainly is a change.

I just found an entry about it, actually. Titled "You are my..."
It's about him.
And now it's coming back to me.
Saving all those flowers..
The day in the coal mine...
And at the park.
Everywhere, actually. 
Too bad most of them are gone now..and I still have no idea where.

Today has been a bitch.
And I miss her so much already.
On the bright side, I think this Christmas might just be amazing.

It is gone.

So...how many of you actually clicked the link and read what was behind the cut in the entry titled "no one should read it...and no one will care enough to anyways"?

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i fucking hate it. people! myspace sucks...quit deserting livejournal!

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