After having a moped for nearly two years, and never having fully connected with my bike due to the battle to make her run well, it's been heartbreaking. Really. I haven't ridden my own bike in at least six months, the last time I was determined to ride it, no matter the circumstances was Blood Drive IV. Brendan has been wonderful to let me ride
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I wonder if that is what it's going to be like. I wonder what it will be like. Everyone tells you something, and then you laugh inside cause they don't know what they are talking about. But you still wonder.
I really want to live in a cottage. I want to live by the sea. I was not made for this world.
I go home and I make dinner almost every night, I give him a beer, sit at my rickety black table, green plates, and play house. We do the dishes together
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I am going to be homeless or not eating if I keep working at the Steven Cole Salon. I don't work enough, I don't learn anything, and if Jedidiah keeps not working on Tuesdays, how am I supposed to assist and make money?? How am I supposed to live. Fuck this. Fuck.