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well its been a fucking long ass time since i've updated..because..well i dont care so yeah. anyway im the coolest mother fucker ever and yall can kiss my ass cause sidbo smells like egg farts.nikks just as cool as me cause he is me WOAH weird. I must like myself alot. by e

wow, ive had a really bad week...pms'd the whole time, felt really sick and its gettin scurry, been a bitch to everyone..actually not too bad concidering i had to watch my pride and joy die and walk into my house and not see him in his spot. suck ass man. I was super bitchto nikk, i feel bad, realized alot though...actually a learning week for me ( Read more... )

i hate everything right now, im an extremely bitter person today. My cat edgar dies tomorrow, god sucks. Derek watson is taking an extremely long shower, so i get no hot water, damn am i bitter. I dont want my cat to die, i dont want to ahve heart problems...AHHHHHHHHHHHH fuck the shit

i had a bad dream of loosing him. Tore the shit out of me ( Read more... )

Stars are magical, they can change your views on everything, if you look hard enough.

In liberty lake.
by myself
waiting for my cousin
looking at large ducks on dock
a perfect circles beautiful sound in my head
missing nikk
needing
the taste of stale resin in my mouth
pounding in my head
yerning
wanting you here to share the beauty

LETS FUCKING TRY THIS AGAIN. Im in fucking Mountain Home Idaho. Nikk is staring at me, i like it a hell of a fucking lot cause hes cute, now hes tickling my neck...yum. I wanna lay around with him forever and ever and ever and never get out of bed and have lots and lots of sex a million times an hour. We took a bath and a kick ass large jacuzzi ( Read more... )

Well yesterday my dearest nikkolaus came back from Priest lake which was very exciting. I went to his house and i gave him his hat i got him and he gave me the cute little gifts he got me which i looove. We went to the midnight showing of fight club with donnie, manda, and kyle which was super kick ass. Nikk stayed at my house for the evening..and ( Read more... )

Last night was cool..it was kyles birthday shin dig and we first endulged ourselfs with soem mighty fine taco bell then tried to find a clip on cup holder but failed instead we left K-mart with 50 cent light up necklaces, fuckinn rad! Hung out with my dear Manda we all went bowling poopy face tyler had to leave early and took manda away , sad day ( Read more... )

Well i made friends with my worst enemy..a spider, guess you could say im lonely over here i kept him in a cup and there was another spider who was half dead and i managed to put him in the cup with my friend and my friend proceeded to stick his eating device in the abdoman of john doe and sucked him dry...it was pretty intense. My father set off ( Read more... )