day two without Nikk and it seems like an eternity. he called me today and we talked for another 2 minutes, whatever i got to hear his voice. Pattie is mean i dont think i like her too well (sorry Nikk), and donnies mean too, and whoever else said that Nikk should cheat on me!!! Why do people hate me so much!!?? Im gonna go midnight bowling ( Read more... )

I love my Bjork, she takes my worries away.....

Well Nikks gone, im at my dads, my sweet kitty is in the hospital i hope he lives i would run away for a little while if he died. I've had a really bad and depressing week and its not getting better yet. I talked to Nikk for like a minute because he told me to call the pay phone number but it didn't work so that upset me a bit. I miss him already ( Read more... )

I have the worst cramps int he world, i need pot, im really pissed of and sad and depressed probably just the pms, i wanan go camping but fucking shit...im gonan have a gay weekend i cant stop crying like a little fruit pie fairy fuck. I wanna die right now because the pain is unbareable and males can fuck off right now cause they have NO IDEA!I ( Read more... )

I WANNA GO CAMPING!! this sucks. Im glad i get to go to boise and meet nikks mom ...but damnit, IWANNA GO CAMPINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ( Read more... )

last night was pretty cool hangin out with Alyssa, Roger, and Derrick. Roger and Alyssa are engaged? Hmmmm. Derrick had a good point last night he said what in the hell good is gettin married anyway, it costs money and to go through divorce is a bunch of bullshit whats the point really? Just be with someone thats all you really need. Nikk saw me ( Read more... )

Well I havent cried so much in a long time, I'm being punished but i did nothing wrong!!!! Maybe I did. I cant live without Nikk for two weeks...HES GROUNDED FROM ME FOR TWO WEEKS! Im just gonna either go to my dads or sleep for two weeks because id rather do that than anything else. I don't even get to go camping which i was looking so forward too ( Read more... )

so yeah some dudes asked donnie, nikk and I to go to some part in the woods...hmmm the woods. I think its a pretty sincere gesture, if that makes sence.. i mean id ask people i ddint know to go to my party if they looked cool which lets face it we look fuggin cool how could they resist japtain 1/4?, its a way to meet people but i guess anything ( Read more... )

today was an eventfull day of ALOT of waiting for a certain sumone who never even showed..yeah you. But whatever forgive and forget, no worries. I really need to move out not that its a bad place to live where i live, its really not and my moms pretty lenient and shit but i just think id do better on my own...maybe. I miss Watson i havent seen ( Read more... )

Umm I love Nikk alot and I TRUST HIM ... fucking shit I trust him. Me and Manda are married now we havent had a chance to make babies yet though. I spilled some sort of vomity looking food down the front of me. My cats sick, that concerns me because hes fat and what if he dies? id cry for a while. He vomited foamy stuff today and yesterday..i ( Read more... )