im sorry for abandoning you.

I know it's been 16 weeks, a lot has happened once again.

I'll be back with a better post, I apologize again.

mean it. It's a few weeks before my birthday, and I have no idea what to do. Sounds really lame but, I feel like staying in and having a few friends over and hanging out ( Read more... )

...so damn paranoid?

I know there are somethings in this life that I shouldn't worry about. It's all for the wrong things, but they never felt so right. I don't know if you're able to understand, and to be able to read between the lines. Honestly, it's seems weird for her to be wanting to sleep over my place. People's mind goes to auto- ( Read more... )

certainly not me. Cause that would make life sooo much easier. Janiersan just called me an hour ago, she calls me at the most randomest times. We spoke for an hour, we don't usually talk about anything important or serious. Most of the conversations we've had just deal with our days, and whatever's been bothering us. I don't mind the late ( Read more... )

with keeping updates of my life together. I apologize for that, a lot has happened these past two weeks. The situation between Janiersan and I is getting better. Hopefully something does happen between us, perhaps Santa can work something out ( Read more... )

I take...I start to realize that there is more to this life than we know. Life is just a puzzle, wanting to be figured out. There are people in this world who don't seem to care. Then there are the one's who want to know the unknown. What drives our motivation? Our loved ones? Curiosity?, Our Sanity ( Read more... )

Saturday afternoon and I was supposed to mow the lawn. But the weather isn't permitting me to. There are plenty of things for me to do. So I choose to procrastinate, and maybe that's how my is going to be. Although I can be doing something positive, my thoughts aren't there yet ( Read more... )

I know it's been a while since I updated and all. But not much has happened ( Read more... )

I spent most of the night going through my old LJ's. It feels like I haven't changed much. The only difference is that I'm in school, and work isn't hectic anymore. Though I'm still searching for someone to fill that void ( Read more... )

and I won't deny that fact. It's been months since I felt this way. Not to say that I'm depending on her to fuel my imagination ( Read more... )