Does anyone use Livejournal anymore?  This place seems pretty blank. . .

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 Now that I am sober and coherent enough to type all of what I need to say, I`m going to do this!

Okay.  It`s my last ... half day in the dorms and I am procrastinating on packing and last night is the biggest blur.  Well.  I remember a lot.  I remember how sad I was, but now ... I`m happy.  I`m really happy.  Again.  And so ... I saw a certain list ( Read more... )

I am ... drained. . .

I try to force myself to stop crying and it doesn`t work.  I`ve never felt so ... sad in my life.  I don`t even know where to begin, but just know this is something I`ve experienced before, there were just no consequences the first time around.  And now?  I can`t be with the person I love, and it still doesn`t make any sense.  ( Read more... )

I`ve been treating . . .

the phone like a baby monitor.  When he makes noise, I tell him I love him.  Or that I want him to have good dreams, and now he`s quiet.  I`m really in love.

I have a lot of things to do tomorrow.  I`ll fall asleep eventually, hopefully. 

We don`t have anymore problems . . .

I don`t want us to, ever again.  Okay.  There will be problems ... no relationship is perfect, but we do a pretty good job in recognizing them.  We have a very complicated relationship, true, but there`s also this sort of understanding between us ... that we`ll keep trying to make sure everything stays perfect.  ( Read more... )

I`m facing confusion. . .

I don`t know if my heart can handle this, nor do I think I am mentally capable of putting myself through this.  With school and social life and everything else coming at me all at once in some sort of massive blur, I really don`t think I can do this.  I like having someone.  Really.  It`s cool, especially seeing as how I ( Read more... )

I`m  going to California in August.

Just thought you would like a small update on my life.  Yup.

Okay. . .

Let it be known that Hillary Rodham Clinton is the most vicious woman on this planet.

She cannot defeat John McCain even if she does happen to get the Democratic nomination, and it`s a shame that she`s got to play so dirty to even GET the nomination.  It`s even more sad that she doesn`t realize she`d be ruining Democrat chances of getting ( Read more... )

 I like Barack Obama.

Now stfu, all of you.