i suck at updating. my apologies.
so i miss a lot of you.
ruby, rochelle, dennis, lauren...

if you forgot what i look like...

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i'm lonely.
i need company. anyone. anyone at all.
friend wise i mean of course.

here's the boy who won my heart.

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*sigh* I like this boy I don't even talk to.
I haven't seen his face in three days and I miss him.

Is it possible to fall in love with someone you don't even know?
We have this unspoken connection...and it seems that he senses it too.
Maybe this is just wishful thinking, but God do I like this boy...

Life is one big headache ( Read more... )

I cut my hairrrrr.
I need to clean it up a bit though.

I'm bored with life and fed up with people.

i'm sick of people being so fucking judgemental and labeling people based of their fucking appearance ( Read more... )

So, sitting outside in fucking freezing weather enjoying my last cigarette for the night, I realized how desperate I am for human contact. It's rediculous how lonely people can get, me especially. You think I'd be happy being back in Orange County with my friends and family, and don't get me wrong, it's alot better than fucking San Diego, but I ( Read more... )

This weather sucks. The rain, I can handle. The wind, I can handle. But put those together with the freezing cold and you have one very unhappy Amanda. I thought I was going to cry today because the weather made me so miserable. Stupid stupid weather ( Read more... )