I have stood naked in front of the mirror.....searching my body for that sign that says...GO AHEAD....MAKE MY LIFE MISERABLE! I just can't seem to find it though! I just don't know what it is anymore.....everyone around me seems bound and determined to try and make me mad, upset or pissed off. My husband seems to be way out ahead of the rest of ( Read more... )

Well friends....my long extended vacation came to an end. I KNEW it was to good to last! I joined the ranks of the "working class" again this past Wednesday! I am now an "Auditor"! Yep.....they are letting ME look at numbers! LOL! After 3 whole days of work....I'm glad it's FRIDAY! It's actually a pretty good gig! Monday to Friday, from 8: ( Read more... )

Today I got Jock's ashes back. I finally feel like I have some sort of closure now. I do feel better now. I have my "baby" back home with me where he belongs. I know that probably sounds silly....but it's the way I feel. I somehow find comfort in it ( Read more... )

For those of you that know me personally you will understand that this is one of the hardest things for me to write. Today, I had to take my "baby", my "old man" as we call him around here to be put to sleep. I have had Jock for over 18 years. He has stuck by me and loved me unconditionally through 2 husbands, my real children growing up and ( Read more... )

Well, this was going to be long......I had typed for about 20 minutes and before I finished I got booted off!!!!!!!! So, I'm alive and well....

Ok, so anyone that knows me knows that I am basically a very caring, giving, forgiving charitable person (or at least I strive to be!). But, now it seems that my faith and patience are being tested to the extreme! I've worked hard. I've been understanding when things didn't go my way. I never expected to win a huge lottery. I put other people' ( Read more... )

There is something about that song that just tears my heart apart! My eyes tear up everytime I hear it. Maybe it's because I'm missing home so much these days. I'm not sure. I do know that everytime I plan a trip back home something happens! I was suppose to go up in September and I had the car accident. I was suppose to leave last Friday and ( Read more... )

Well, at my house Christmas has come and gone! Yep, you heard me right! As I said before David already "busted" all of my surprises so I went ahead and gave him his gifts. We bought my gift last Saturday! (Only because he knew he would get the wrong kind if left to himself!). I got me a big ole fancy camera! It's a 6.1 mega pixel with zoom ( Read more... )

Sorry but this is just a rant I need to do ( Read more... )

Ok, so it's been awhile since I've updated! Where do I begin? Maybe you should grab a cup of coffee or soda....I'll wait ( Read more... )