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I’ve been feeling more sad/thinking about Shannon things the past week or so. I think it’s because work’s been hard, I’ve had my period, and my birthday and the holidays are coming up. I miss having a nesting partner. There are also things I specifically miss about being with Shannon, and things I don’t miss. I know the early stages of getting to ( Read more... ) -
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I deleted my access to the smart lights at the old apartment and to Hamlet.. I’m sure part of me will regret that decision at some point but I think it’s for the best. I was looking for an old picture earlier and ended up looking through pictures and videos from time with Shannon and getting sad. *sighs*… I’m generally doing better than I was when ( Read more... ) -
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I’m feeling a bit sad.. Maybe I should just go to bed.
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I’m feeling a little sad and missing Shannon. I’m having the desire to text her but it’s probably not a good idea nor would it go the way I’d want it to anyway. I just want to cuddle in bed and go to sleep. And I miss watching shows together. 😞 Yeah, I guess I miss the companionship. I’m also just like.. Stressed and worn out from trying to get ( Read more... ) -
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I had a dream where Shannon was talking to a friend in front of me and was being very like.. Forthright about things that had been going on with us, and with her and Jacob, and just articulating it in depth. She was also saying she and Jacob were running into the same kind of issues around sex and something else.. I can’t exactly remember. But yeah ( Read more... ) -
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I’m currently feeling kind of.. I’m not sure how to explain it. Sad for Shannon? Like she felt like she couldn’t do what I needed and how she felt like she was trying so hard and it wasn’t really changing anything. I just know how that feels and hope she didn’t feel the way I felt with Chloe. Idk. It’s confusing, and it just like doesn’t make sense ( Read more... ) -
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I’m grouchy and don’t want to be here. *sighs*
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Shannon emailed me today about a package that was delivered for me around the time that I was driving past the apartment to go pick up the mail I’ve had on hold for the last month or so from the post office. *sighs* Unfortunately the mail wasn’t there so I have to figure that out. She was asking about if I wanted to come get the package and if I ( Read more... ) -
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I woke up from a dream about Shannon. I was at the old place and I hadn’t seen her in weeks. We were both getting ready for work and she was acting indifferent to me. She was arranging some flowers off this tree that was growing in the middle of the apartment. I grabbed a couple big leaves off to add in and she said she was saving those. I felt so ( Read more... ) -
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I was suppose to get home Tuesday but my flight was delayed and I didn’t end up getting home til 2am this morning. Jess picked me up from the airport and I stayed at the house with her. Then we woke up early to go see an apartment.
I’m tired, and hoping to make a decision about an apartment in the next couple of days. I’m very ready to be done with ( Read more... )