I USED TO BE SOMETHING....I USED TO HAVE A MEANING FOR LEAVING AND IT WAS ALL TAKEN AWAY FROM ME.....
I LIVED I LOVED I HAVE DONE ALOT OF GREAT HAPPY THINGS BUT I WISHED I NEVER DID SO THAT I WOULDNT FEEL WHAT I FEEL NOW....THIS SAD LONLEY WORLD WHERE I WISH I WAS NOT ALIVE I USED TO BE SO HAPPPY SO UP BEAT I HAD IT ALL I HAD A GREAT GF....GREAT ( Read more... )

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   
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i'm tired of being what you want me to be ( Read more... )

i feel like shit!

that is all.

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ALL IS GOOD...ITS ALL GOOD

THE WORLD IS RIGHT AGAIN...

THANK YOU!

IM NOT HAPPY

I FEEL LIKE THIS IS DEJAVU

I FEEL LIKE THE PAST IS COMING BACK AROUND ON ME

I HATE IT

I HATE THIS

I DONT WANT THE SAME SHIT TO HAPPEN TO ME AGAIN

FUCK MY LUCK!!!!

I CANT UNDERSTAND WHY MY LIFE IS CRAP

I TRY MY BEST AND AND I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE IM IN A TRAP

ITS NOT LIKE A GAME OF POKER WHERE I CAN FOLD AND LEAVE WITHOUT PROBLEMS

IM STUCK IN THIS MAZE SAD AND FULL OF SPASMS

I WANT SO MUCH BUT I FEAR OF THE CHANGE

I  WISH I CAN EXCHANGE THINGS IVE DONE THAT FEEL LIKE GARBAGE

TROW AWAY THIS WEIGHT ON MY SHOULDERS ( Read more... )