im so sad right now i found out ab out why my old best friend never taslkds to me anymore this si so gay it hurts i hate living sometimes.

today was alright. i wrote and recorded part of a song. it sounds really cool. i have most the guitar done. tomorrow ill record drums and keyboard. then ill write lyrics to it and sing for it. then ill have another song in my repertoire ...

sometimes i dont know why i bother to try. i dont think ill ever go anywhere. nothing ever suits my needs and ( Read more... )

as you can tell from the title of the entry, i quit my band today. im too stressed out to deal with them. the drummer is a dickhead. and i cant jam as much as they want me to. i go crazy. too much stress. i take things too seriously ( Read more... )

today sucked up until tonight a met this cool gal on myspace named ali!~ shes super sweet hehe. i want to meet her ( Read more... )

yay i just saw the most amazingly beautiful girl today at melly's party. she had the most STUNNING thats right stunning eyes i have ever seen. omg words cannot describe her beauty! woo. im hoping i can talk to her again through melly. i have to talk to melly again first though...and shes at a show at java jazz.

i had band practice today. we had a ( Read more... )

i hungout with david today. i wanted to hangout with david and levi both but its okay i was glad to get out of the fucking house. still not used to being around so many people. but ill just have to change that. got to "find a place inside my bleeding heart" for all the shit out there ( Read more... )

got my haircut. i look goofy. ive gained weight. me need lose it. i hate myself ( ^_^ ) lol jk. i love myself. very much. im bored today. there has been nothing to do. my mom was shocked at my hair and that i took initiative to get it cut. likewise with my dad. but whatev ( Read more... )

im going to get my haircut. short. haha. havent had it that way in a long time. im trying to get a job and the long hair just is not helping at all. and besides its kind of annoying me right now anyways. maybe ill like it better short. if not...it grows back. woo. thats the great thing about hair; it grows back ( Read more... )

well today has been pretty un eventful. still waiting for the hand to heal. my mom said she was buying me a splint tomorrow. haha ( Read more... )

i hurt myself to express myself ( Read more... )