i feel so stupid and depressed. damn medicine changesss...or is that really all it is?... fuck this

today my dad got his wisdom teeth taken out. he looked pretty bad when he came home. it made me feel bad. his face was all swollen n stuff. kinda reminded me of the way my uncle looked when he was in his casket :\ they had no control of their face and i dono it kinda made me think of my dad dying and i was like...hmm. this isnt cool. so i tried to ( Read more... )

yea. my hand is doing a little better. i can type a little faster. although im not supposed to be typing at all...seeing as that's the cause of my fuckin problem. haha ( Read more... )

ive just been sitting around waiting for my hand to get better. ive been playing video games such as final fantasy to ease the gap. wooo. fun stuff. but i want to play my fucking guitar! fuck shit piss! i want to jam with my band again. that will be fun. we are getting a bunch of new equipment... a P A ... a recording studio thing...i dono what it ( Read more... )

i didnt do anything today.

i tried to make my journal look cool ( Read more... )

i have carpal tunnel syndrome in my hand. i cant really use it anymore. so my journals wont be too long... for...i dont know how long. anyways bye...

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i got my new digital camera. its a nikon 5.1 megapixel camera. i love it and i will be taking more pictures now and video clips n stuff :D hehe. such a nifty little thing. it cost me more than 600 dollars though. but it was worth it.

i might have an interview tomorrow at little ceasers. woohoo. job=money hehe.

i miss manda butt!!!! <333 she is ( Read more... )

last night i had the best/ worst dream of my life. i woke up in tears and i have never done that before in my life. didnt think anybody ever really did. thought that was bull shit. i cant remember much of the dream. but it gave me such a feeling so strong inside of me. it was just amazing. it was about this girl lauren i had met pretty much going ( Read more... )