So sometimes I entertain this notion of cooking like a full-fledged professional chef, what with the plating and the concern for color combinations as much as complementary flavors ( Read more... )

I stood in the wind and the sun and let the day fall upon me and roll of me into nothing ( Read more... )

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( This is therapy. Don't take it personal. )

I hugged VNV Nation last night ( Read more... )

I have two recurring nightmares ( Read more... )

Great Big Sea - The Mermaid makes me guffaw.  Heh.

Happenings ( Read more... )

Every New Years one of two things happened; I either thought about the things I wanted for the new year or I didn't, and the results of both was the same.  Nothing happened.  Nothing changed ( Read more... )

I feel the weight of years closing in like slowly rising tides.
Pressure on my skin, sinking into my lungs.
Decades crash over me like waves.
Seal me in. Hold me down.
Drowning in the past I refuse to look at,
in a past that isn't there to see.
And in that burning dark there is no sound,
no sight,
no breath,
no me.
A life ( Read more... )