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i'm... miserable.
i'm more miserable than i can ever remember being.
i feel more alone than i can ever remember feeling.
i'm disgusting. repulsive. but wait,
am i really that awful?
i don't understand. i don't get it.
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wowww.
i just found this in my old livejournal. it's from december 18th, 2005. it's amazing how much things change. and how much i miss so many of these things.
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your hold on me.
you came walking back into my life
i should have turned and walked the other way
but the city lights made your eyes sparkle
and you have your hold on me
you'll always have your hold on me
all the pain you've put me through
the mind games and dirty tricks
six years later you'd think i'd have learned
but you still have your hold on me
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whhhaaaat?!
iphone? really?!
YES. i'm getting an iPhone.
2-5 business days.
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i'm fine.
we're fine.
everything is fine.
even though it might take a while to forgive him,
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oh my gosh.
the baby's birthday would have been next week.
if she was still here, he would be a year old.
man...
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someone asked me today what i've been up to.
i just shrugged my shoulders and said "you know, the usual."
then i realized i was wrong.
what had i been up to?
i've been up to nothing.
i have been, in no way, trying to improve my life.
i haven't been making any change,
i haven't been meeting new people,
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i am;
alive.
confused.
lonely.
wondering.
anxious.
exhausted.
scared.
lost.
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hi.
i'm still alive.
i promise.
just, struggling to keep my feet on the ground.