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[serratednylonz]

it's not fair. why the fuck do i still have to feel so raw about some stupid ass fuck? it's not like i would ever do it over again. it's not like i'd ever get the chance. i just... it's fucking everything up. i would like to just move on. alan, he is so sweet and there is no one out there that cares about me more than him. BUT... i am just still

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[screamofangels]

Donut, I know how you feel. Its hard to not be hung up on someone. Look at me. It took me two months of feeling like shit to draw the line with shithead.Its not easy. Soon you will get sick of all of this...and you will draw a line too. I really think that you just need to turn the computer off for a day and just do other things. Spend time with Alan. Once you see that you can survive without the whole situation, you will be so much better. And your head will be clearer. You will be able to make decisions about what you want.

I hope you feel better.

[serratednylonz]

:/

[prettymaking]

It's frustrating-but those questions can only be ansewred once everything's said and done. And of course, then it's too late. If something inside says you need to stand back, do it. Because chances are, that voice is saying the truth.
-B