My parents are annoying as fuck. I had to give them $800 over the course of 3 months and now they are pissed that I am asking to borrow money so I can get new shoes for my new job (Subway). I returned my ipod and got my money back and my dad made me give him the final $100 of my $800 payment. I had to give them money because I had to get new brakes ( Read more... )

i'm so confused about... like everything. i don't understand why everything has to be so gaylike toward me. now i am between a rock and a hard place. whatever. i am planning on seeing mike like i said i would. we connect really well. i honestly don't think that he is using me for a quick fuck or to get to katy because it would be ridiculous to put ( Read more... )

today is going to be a really bad day. i couldn't sleep until forever last night again. think it was about 3:30 or something last time i looked at the clock. all i did was lay there and torture myself. that's not new, but still. it's annoying. i don't want to live on 4 hours of sleep, thanks anyway ( Read more... )

i'm all blargy shmargy ( Read more... )

ew.ew.ew.ew.ew.ew.ew.ew.ewwwwwww ( Read more... )

it's strange how college really exposes people for who and what they are. maybe it's the distance? it's not like high school where you see the same people every day. people get to branch out and learn who they are and crap. it's just weird how things end up. i always figured that i would be the slutty bitch that got whatever she wanted and could ( Read more... )

i am really getting fat. it's disgusting. i'm not going to not eat though. i weighed... 126 two minutes ago. is that not disgusting? that means i've gained over 6 pounds. granted i am wearing a sweatshirt and "jogger bums" and all that jazz. say that adds up to 2 pounds. that is still 124 which still means that i am no longer 120 on a bad day. do ( Read more... )

bleh. fatty came home early from school today. she slipped on some algea or something on a field trip the other day and hurt her cankle. i personally think she is being over dramatic. she only looks fatter when she hobbles so i don't get it ( Read more... )

why can't she stop? i'm trying my best not to talk to her and be like I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY. i don't know why i would say that because i'm not sorry. i guess i am but not about anything really recent. how does a friendship fall a part like that? how do you hang out with someone everyday and act like you love them and then later secretly hate them. ( Read more... )

work totally pisses me off. i was supposed to work saturday morning, but today it is randomly changed to night. GOD. i made plans with jon for saturday and then after that there is a gathering with the girls at kt's house. LAME. my day is all fuckled up now. ha, fuckled. i told her that i had told my family i had the night off and they had planned ( Read more... )