TRUTH ( Read more... )

what is wrong with me? i don't get it.

apparently alan has a new GFizzle. i don't see why all of my ex peoples are too afriad to tell me when it happens. saves me less time staling to let me know. jaysus ( Read more... )

it happened again ( Read more... )

becca, you will be disappointed with me. haha. i just... i feel bad and i am like DONNA, YOU ARE STUPID. god. whatever. it will all be fine. i'll just propose that sometime katy and i get together. sometime in a long time. just to see how everything is? doubt that will be okay with her royal highness though. whatever. i just... why can't i hate ( Read more... )

make me feel like shit. took him. never feel bad about anything. get some sort of joy from making me miserable. told me that he lied to me about everything. used me. told me that you said you wanted my body to make me feel better. hang up on me/sign off aim when i am trying to talk to you. always put yourself before everyone/anything else. pretend ( Read more... )

wow, today sucked. i don't even feel like i'm in college. i feel like i've somehow managed to reverse myself ( Read more... )

finally let go of the person that has changed the course of my life for the better in so many ways.

i just have to let go.

if it's meant to be it will be, right?

mhm....

school tomorrow.

i went to umo yesterday and saw dana and katy together and dana for the first time since they have started dating. i handled it surprisingly well for someone in my situation. i feel like most girls would have been in ATTACK mode. i felt like people were trying to provoke me often. they do not know what tact is apparently. i'm assuming they do not ( Read more... )

it's not fair. why the fuck do i still have to feel so raw about some stupid ass fuck? it's not like i would ever do it over again. it's not like i'd ever get the chance. i just... it's fucking everything up. i would like to just move on. alan, he is so sweet and there is no one out there that cares about me more than him. BUT... i am just still ( Read more... )