-
Getting Duurty
I straightened my hair for the first time in over a week today. I know that sounds incredibly insignificant, but it meant something to me ( Read more... ) -
Purpose and Meaning
In the past couple days, I have no only gone to church for the first time in several months, but also volunteered some time at the Bill White for Texas campaign. I have returned to my roots and it has only served to make me wonder why I have been MIA for so long. My church and politics are two of the most important and most influential things in my ( Read more... ) -
Stand By Me
Why is that when we're financially strapped, when we should come together and get through it TOGETHER, that is when I feel the most apart?
I wish it was otherwise.
I also wish we fought better together. Although I don't know if such a thing exists.
Feeling extremely lonely in my own home tonight. -
(Untitled)
Sometimes, I wish there was a way to tell Heath the things that we can't talk about. To talk about the things that I feel that I can't say outright, for whatever reason ( Read more... ) -
You can't say I never loved you
I still have such mixed feelings about Shan. 4 years later ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
The soundtrack to Up makes me tear up at the sound. It just says love to me. And growing old with someone. And all that that entails. The theme song from that, as well as Prelude in G Major, are really some of the most moving pieces of music that I have ever heard. And they don't even need words to do it. -
obnoxious girl... is me
So, Heath and I have been talking about getting married, seriously. We talked seriously about getting married about 2 years ago, and then I also started talking about moving for school and all that, so the marriage thing got put to the back burner because we weren't sure where our relationship was going to go. That's actually happened several ( Read more... ) -
the future
Ugh, since our trip this winter, I've become so obsessed with thoughts of weddings, that even though I haven't really shared them with other people, I'm even starting to annoy myself. I'm not even engaged yet! But I've picked out a date (to be fair, I picked out the date a couple years ago when I heard of people doing the 6/6/06 and 7/7/07 weddings ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
Sometimes, I feel awkward in my own home. This used to happen to me much more often in my dorm at UH. I get kind of panicky when I hear people outside my room, and then I feel like I have to pretend that I'm not there. I start to feel like I have to curl up in a ball and be silent until they pass. It used to be so bad that even when people would ( Read more... )