I ain't feelin well. I feel so crazy. I cannot think. I cannot blink well. I cannot smile. I cannot frown. I cannot do anything. My brain is dead. My mind is asleep. Everything has turned off. My body is here, but I am not. Oh god. I wanted to just fall asleep. And never wake up ( Read more... )

Utter Madness...Tears of complete disray ( Read more... )

Yesterday, I went to Chad's party. We had some whiskey, I don't remember the kind. But dude... I drank too much. He was all over me, but I could not control him. Then, like, something hit the bottom of my stomach, and I started to puke in the toilet. I was scared, b/c he was coming. Then, Lind and jamie and Frank and Kori and cassie took care of me ( Read more... )

Well. My boyfriend wrote. But I don't really care. Though, reading his letter, made me cry, b/c I know I will break his heart when he gets my letter. He wants me to move in with him, when I am 18. He wants me to be there. He wants so much from me, but what do I get from him? SEX. That's all. I have to tell Eric the truth. I cannot be with him. I ( Read more... )

Half a sleep. Fell asleep at fucking 10 AM. Couldn't sleep. I don't know why. Uh. And, thenI had to wake up at 10:50 to take a shower and then go walk all the way, like a mile and a half, while I am sleeping, mainly, to get my linds. But it's worth it. *Yawn* And then I am probably goin to stay over somewhere tonight. DAMN. I will fall asleep ( Read more... )

Gorgeous and standing high up there, the moon shone on teh ground below. It entranced everything I had, all what I had thought became beautiful. I was stuck on the beauty of it, without knowing that the time was going past. My body started to get a rush, of the energy flowing up and throwh my body. It's not a full moon, I know, but it was so ( Read more... )

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Oh mon dieu. Je ne sais pas la chose que je vais faire. ARH! Life is confusing. I have to chose people two people. I don't want to hurt one of them, but I like 3 guys. But then the one I am with only hurts me, and the others like me and care for me. This is such a damn bad situation. Baisez-vous aussi! DAMN. Just leave me alone while I think. * ( Read more... )

Glad Lind say got me, or else i wouldn't be feelin goood. So damn good. it was great. boo yeah. i can't feel my body. i didn't want to leave. they had sky blue. that shit is light shit, but it tastes so damn good. but the... greens were teh best, b/c mmm, taste so good to my tummy and my throat. dude. wonderful shit.i love my linds fo comin to get ( Read more... )

My exfriend . Look what he wrote:
kurupt (10:18:07 AM): u better take all that shit off your website or i will go to the cops and i will get u in trouble for slander
kurupt (10:44:17 AM): u better take that shit about me off ur web page bitch
kurupt (10:46:00 AM): i know ur on
kurupt (10:46:05 AM): take that shit off
kurupt (10:46:36 AM): kurupt ( ( Read more... )