Ok. I haven't updated in a long time. Who the fuck cares, but ... Here I am to say ... STuff. I hate life. I hate everything. Everything just fucking sucks. I want to die. No one understands it. I cried at work, pure utter confusion. I know something is wrong with me. I must have low sugar blood or some shit, b/c I am always sick when I don't get ( Read more... )

I just had to tell everyone! it's raining! I went outside and got soaked as fuck. It feels so good. THere's thunder goin on too. Drip drop, drip on me rain. oh, such a sensual thing. Our bodies join together. I am one with the rain. THe rain is mine. It is entering me. Oh. It's pouring out. Mother nature is such a beautiful thing. I love everything ( Read more... )

Nothing seems to be goin the right way. Things are just goin as I did not want them to. Things happened that should not have happened. LIfe completely sucks and I believe that I should die. I fucked up people's lives but I don't give a fuck. I hurt others, but I don't give a fuck. I just want to die, and no one will let me. People just don't fuckin ( Read more... )

Ok. I am talking to some dude on the net, and he is such a sick fuck. he's like jacking off in front of a little kid. Last time I talked to him, he was fucking his NIECE. That is so damn fucking sick. Ah. I feel like I am goin to barf. This is so wrong. He was asking me, how to get the little KID, bOY that is over right now at his house, to suck ( Read more... )

Uh. Nothing important to say here, other than i should seriously die. I cut my lega gain, but only found pleasure in that. I felt the need to cut, b/c I totally hurt james, and he totally hurt me back. What the hell is my prob. And I don't want to fall for Eric S again, b/c I so want him, also, but then I can't deal with his shit. He only hurt me ( Read more... )

I QUIT this livejournal shit.
I don't have time for it any more. It's useless in my mind to tell people about how my life is doing or what not. It's my business and not anyone else's. So if you wanna get a hold of me, look at my user info and do that shit or something. Maybe ONCE in a blue moon, I will write something, but I really don't have time ( Read more... )

My gerbil died. *cries* I loved it. Heh. That's all, I guess. Bye-bye gerbil. Here comes my iguana, I hope. My dad betta get it ( Read more... )

Ah. I had to update ( Read more... )

Ah. I am gettin to busy to keep up wit dis shit. So like. I won't be updating very often, unless somethin very great happens or what not. I will still peep you all out at yo journals, and shit, but I won't be writing too much here. So if you don't hear from me often, it is ok, I guess. Just, I have a boyfriend, I have homework, I'm goin to driving ( Read more... )

First time I ever been cheerful. Me and James went to the graveyard and then went hiking. ANd fuck, we like walked all the damn way to Fleetfarm from Evergreen grave yard. LIke I don't know, we were talking from 2 pm to 5 pm and then we finally settled down to get somethin to eat, but I wouldn't eat. But I had so much fun, just being there with him ( Read more... )