-Nothing to say-
Just plain bored. Got back from driving school. DAmn man, last night there was fine as hell guys over in Tr. Where are all the guys in Manitowoc? All they are here is wannabe thugs and g's and stupid pathetic people.
-Bored-I am sick of freaking James. He just can text message me and not fuckin give me a damn call to say hi or ( Read more... )

Sumfin always goes wrong -> so I write in here, to piss everyone else off so like, people can see how much I hate myself.
FUCK EVERYTHING. I got fucking bitched at and I cried and cried. It was pathetic. No one fuckin understands. I wish I could sneak out, but no fucking way. Ar. My dad's a dumbass. He's been fuckin drinking. Dumbass bastard ( Read more... )

CONFUSED Everything is just not lining up. Things just don't make any damn sense. All I can fuckin do is write in this, to get my mind NORMAL But that ain't goin to fuckin work. He CRIED, I only LAUGHED because he meant not a fuckin thing to me. He was just a mere guy on this World that WaNtED me like other ones. It doesn't make any fuckin sense. ( Read more... )

FUCKING A!. I fucked my life up majorly. Nothin is goin to fuckin help me here now. What the fuck. Why the hell did I have to. It was tempting, so tempting, and I didn't give a damn and pulled through with it. I am such a dumbass. I ruin lives. And I don't seem to care. Im a fuckin bitch and should just fuckin die. I just wish, I would watch myself ( Read more... )

Ok little bitches, I hate you, you hate me. God, I hate fuckin taco bell, they want to fuckin treat me like shit, well... i be treatin 'em like shit too, ima get a new fuckin job ( Read more... )

Goin to work in a little bit. Yesterday was ok. James - he's my new boyfriend and all, and my wife - lindsay (lol) went to his house and we toked up and just stared at his beautiful room. IT's just so fuckin odd. Oh well. I don't know what to say right now. i barely woke up from the damn alarm clock. Ar. I like passed out because I was so tired and ( Read more... )

Oh fuck yeah. Saw an old friend. She hooked me and Lind up wit a smoke up. Dude. Good fuckin buds man. I loved it. We had two pipes goin round den we get to her house and like... did not fuckin sleep. Pretended, but didn't work well coz her dad be up and shit and check to see if we be sleepin. We took some "stupid" pills. I don't know what the fuck ( Read more... )

I made an accomplishment! Beautiful lady on the back of my diary. I don't know who the fuck it is, but it is some sort of an angel thing that I found on the net. So awesome isn't it? *giggle* I am like fuckin crazy right now and without anything to do. Cashed my damn check today. Woo wee ( Read more... )

Thinking back into the past, I knew that I wished that I had something that I do not have. Tomorrow is actually July 3.. A day that I shall never forget. I know that I might sound like a loser for rememberin the day, but who forget such a day. Something that I had loved so dearly, something that was inside me, something that I wanted so much, ( Read more... )

I noticed that I haven't updated in like i don't fucking \care. I just want to update here and there, b/c I am fucking bored off of my damn mind and without anything to do. *tilts head* What should I say? Umm. Nothing to really say. Lately, it's been weird in my life. I feel like I am watching life. I don't know how to explain it. It's like, I am ( Read more... )