I'm so nervous I can't sleep. I can't believe I'm leaving tomorrow, without a job, without a home, without a visa. Just taking off. I'm terrified. I know I didn't want a plan, but at the moment, I'm wishing I had some sort of plan ( Read more... )

I never love nobody fully
Always one foot on the ground
And by protecting by heart truly
I got lost
In the sounds
I hear in my mind
All these voices
I hear in my mind all these words
I hear in my mind
All this music
And it breaks my heart
It breaks my heart

wow...long time no write. I've finally succumb to facebook, and it's a better way of keeping in touch with people, i have to admit. but not so good when you want to vent random feelings out and don't want the whole world to know. there's something theraputic about the idea of putting your rants out there with the possibility of being read, but ( Read more... )

Liking people because you know you'll never really have them is a stupid reason to like someone. I think I might be slightly masochistic.

I really don't care anymore!!

I'm super bummed right now. I was looking at housing in London to see approximately how much I'd have to make to be able to live there. So on Craiglist, there were like 200/300/400 pound flats, which I thought were pretty affordable, cuz that's how much you can get them for in Seattle. Then I remembered that in England they do rent per week. I ( Read more... )

but i don't, so here's me making them up ( Read more... )

you know when you can't figure out why someone was so great? but they still are, and that's another why you'll never figure out.

"if i had the chance to start again. then you would be the one i'd come and find"

Are an interesting concept. I guess if you get down to it, feelings are really just a balance hormones, but that doesn't sound fun, does it? Happiness = elevated levels of certain hormones in the brain. So what does it mean to really feel ( Read more... )

So here's a random thing I just discovered I missed...the Blink182 song "I Miss You" totally alludes to Nightmare Before Christmas. Funny.