I am so bored at the moment. There are actually tons of things that I could/should be doing, but instead I'm procrastinating the inevitable. Story of my life, I know ( Read more... )

I am not married. That's how I know that God does exist. He didn't let me marry the devil.

Life is good. Really, it is.

I have an apartment in Huntington with Summer, Reba, and Pierret. This year has already been the best year of college so far :o)

Hmmmm life has been good ( Read more... )

Soooooo things have been good. Actually things have been amazing up to this particular point. I got bit by a dog today. OMG! It was so scary. I had to get stiches and my hand is so swollen. Oh well, I'll get over it I guess :o ( Read more... )

Oh how I loath the state of Texas. And Arkansas too. Fuck them both.

I think I might have had a break through.
We shall see what happens.
I hate Kroger.
One more final to go.
I cannot wait for next semester.
Fun times are ahead, I can feel it in my liver.

This is an update.

Goodbye.

I do a lot of it. Mostly in the shower. I absolutely hate to do it in front of other people. There are the very rare occasions when I can't make it to a shower in time and it just comes out. I'm so tired of myself. I want to be an amazing person. I want people to look up to me. I'm such a failure, and no one even realizes it. That's what makes it ( Read more... )

I wanted to add that Joey has been amazing the past few weeks. I know I just wrote a novel about another girl, but he's only friends with her and I know that. I'm only bitching because a friend of his who he has only known for about let's say 2 months, is getting more or as much attention as he gives me, his fiance ( Read more... )

I think I'm starting to hate myself. I don't know who I am anymore. I used to be smart, strong, sexy, funny, and blah blah blah. That's how I used to feel about myself. But recently things have been going downhill. This problem stems from my fiance, Joey. Every single girl that Joey talks to he has some sort of history with. Okay, not every girl, ( Read more... )

Technically you could call it our 10 month anniversary. In reality it's more like our 17 month anniversary. LoL I don't know, I'm in such a weird mood. I want to be happy, and I am in a way. Ughgh I can't even explain it to myself so why am I trying to write about it ( Read more... )