i dont know what i like anymore... there's this chick i thought and still do think is pretty cool but i feel like its me more trying to tell myself that i do... when in reality.. i dont know.... in all honesty... i dont want a relationship... i just want more friends... and for the reason of liking someone.. i feel like i'm mostly doing it because ( Read more... )

So another school semester is almost over.... not much else to say about that... this class sucks ass (in class right now).... i have a 7 page paper due in about 7 hours.... yikes.. i'm an idiot... once again i need to say i'll update more often... people are going to see this on their friend lists and be like... who the hell is that?.... "..."... ( Read more... )

So i had a headache today and Ladonna went and got me some exedrin... i dont think i'll ever take any again... it made my headache go away after she left for work but then i got this super tense feeling like i wanted to fight someone... i dont know what came over me but i went from playing Grand Turismo to wanting to try to hurt someone... i dont ( Read more... )

Ok GUYS... i need some input on this... some ideas from you guys... just something ( Read more... )

damn, i wish i knew what was going on... sometimes i feel trapped into making decisions.... "decisions involving women... or girls" - Regi and the full effect ... hehe.. jk no but i'm afraid of hurting the one i love with making mistakes.... going around again... something doesnt seem right.. but doesnt feel wrong... i dont know what to do

and it's over.

My relationship of 6 1/2 months now (longest) seems to be coming to a screeching hault... i wish there was something i could do but trying to fix something that i have no control of is pointless and more hurtful than calling it quits. i have no idea on what to say which seems to cause more frustration between us and saying that it is over hurts my ( Read more... )

Well today is very beautiful and all the animals are frolocking about... great day to be alive.

It seems i keep spacing my updates out longer and longer.... until one day i might not write anymore. Since i've started keeping this journal... i've lost and gained friends.... mostly lost in my mind. I dont know how i will keep this up.... so just hope that i keep this in mind more often when i'm slumming around in the school's computer labs ( Read more... )

Wow... its been awhile HUH!? Geez... i guess i should just go on to say that I'm sorry i havent updated in so long.... life has changed since October of my last update.... i'm back in Clarksville going to Austin Peay State University and i am renting a house too!!! its gonna be sweet living with my old roomate and friend Randy and living with my ( Read more... )