What do you do with a girl who has drove at least one man to death

Im sorry to everyone

Really

Even my parents hate me these days. Where do you go from there?

My blood is on your hands baby
But I hate me more than you hate me
trust me

You were the only light that ever glimmered for me in my darkest moments
You dont know how magic that was for me
I'm sorry ( Read more... )

 I
I have done everything I can

And you
You have done everything you can to keep me away

You've had me since the first night I met you
I've spent the last almost three years since you left me still entirely addicted to you

I've breathed because of you
I've drank because of you
Quit and got back on drugs because of you
I've fought for you and watched over ( Read more... )

you truely are the kind of girl who drives a man to drink.

Really i just want to see you

u have no idea how mesmerizing you are

SHit

...And there's no one I wanna smoke with more ( Read more... )

I had almost forgotten huw much fun drinking and talking on aim is.

Everyone in this world is just so fucking cool, goddamn.

I've been sober for a while.

I am systematically replacing it with alcohol. dontjusdge me its legal

I must say something. An d i want evreyoine and their mothers to hear it.

In getting clean and sober, ik really thought I could ( Read more... )

I've been buzzing about nsb as of the past few days.

Ran into a few cool people, certainly the coolest of all encounters being Mimza at walgreens.

Some people just get better with age. I'm sure someday she'll be one of those sexy grandmas with supermodel sunglasses and drool worthy cleavage.

Whatever happend to Manda?

Aim time.

I heard this song on the radio today and could barely move.

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my ( Read more... )

She's like my big fat hungarian angel.

Ted said he could tell I was clean cause my friends are fat. =-D

I don't like it when people ignore me :-(
Especially when I love those people.

Transgression is back on. =-)

hit.me.back.yo.

I'm doing everything to try and make you happy, and you're just throwing it away like a peice of fucking trash. I would be so good to you and you know it. WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO US ( Read more... )

Fuck fuck fuck

I need 30 dollars by thursday

And it's not for what you think.

PLEASE pick up your phone Mel.

We really really need to talk.

<3

Ryan-I got your message. I'm calling you back tonight.