its not that i dont want pity....i dont deserve any

[sethborsch]

hey everyone...i know i said that my previous post was my last.....but i just thought id fill you in on whats going on....if u dont really care...just stop reading now....but i know a lot of you do and thats why im writing this....im really grateful to have good friends and i love all of you.....but there are many things in my life right now that

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[spell_of_ea]

Well, you should already know that i am right down the street and if you need anything at all, i will be sure it is done my friend. I understand how times can get worse in the blink of an eye. Believe me... And i can't say that it will get better... Infact to my knowledge it gets worse... But we have to learn to face it. When i was on the verg of suicide, i didnt want to hear any of this shit. But if you fight it, you'll grow fonder of being depressed and you'll get sucked into your own world, as i am in now. And that my friend is better... You don't want to be a part of all the bullshit people create... You will find your path brian, and i am hoping i can meet you at the end of it. You should take a break... some time off everything and enjoy yourself for once. You're always running around like a mad man, but still you find time to hang out with your friends. Fucking killer brother! I will see you on the battlefield my friend \m/
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[unkept_secret]

aww, brian, i love you..and if there's anything at all that i can do, just let me know. i know everyone says that to sound like they care when they really don't, but i DO care..and i want my not so sucky drummer to be happy. =)

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[dissolved_grrl]

it's good to know you're trying to take care of your problems, i just hope you don't become dependent on a doctor.

[marthafucock]

Im glad your taking time for yourself. Even though I love seeing you as much as I possibly can, if you need to take time away from everybody and just clear things up a bit, then go for it. Do whatever it takes to make your life what you want it to be. Theres no point in living a life of illusion. Goodluck with yourself and I know you can get through this. Your tough. Even though I can beat you in arm wrestling. :D I love you boo. Im here for you ALWAYS... you should know that by now though. Anything you need... you know where I live.