Nothing really to write about... I've deleted all my friends because i'm writing for me and i dont care about anyone's oppinion anymore. Dear friend of mine, seth from norsekrieg told me to download death in june. They're really addicting. Very depressing shit, perfect music. Anyway i'm just updating cause i'm bored and hungry and just all around ( Read more... )

Dear dad ( Read more... )

I've tried so hard just to be happy... Thats it. This life has nothing to offer me... Each day i grow weaker and weaker due to lack of respect and recognition from ones that i thought meant alot to me... You all live your lives for your self... To make no one else happy. Why can't i? I've tried... I'm not getting to deep on this... All i have to ( Read more... )

Pessimisticon (8:07:14 PM): FARTS ( Read more... )

Eh, i feel so empty and alone. The road is cold and long... I think the song "Life eternal" Is a fucking masterpiece... That song is inhuman... However euronymous wrote that, i dunno... But it's godly... One of the greatest black metal riffs i've ever heard... Truly feels mysterious and cold... Perfect song. I love mayhem, their entire life style, ( Read more... )

The dead trees mourn ( Read more... )

Ah well... Things are pretty good... I smoked 3 times today... I love pot and hate being sober... I love black metal, the life style the vision, the truth... I love my band... The guys in it are sick! Me and nazgul are talking about saving up money and starting an all black metal shop, sometime by next year or two... Will be very grim, and dark... ( Read more... )

Man... Ever feel so small and insignificant?Being lonly sucks bad... Don't feel so good......

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Well, friendship is stronger then ever with Azog and Nazgul... Man those guys are fucking killer... We hung out as we do every saturday night. And anthony, aka lord dufus showed up around 11. We fucked with him and roughed him up a bit. Then he pissed me off so i ran up to him and kicked his ass on the ground and punched him in the stumach and then ( Read more... )