I always feel this way after I watch a movie. I feel like i'm never going to find someone special, even if it's for a few months or something. I've never had a "special someone". I'm 17, i've had one boyfriend, and I can't really say i've been in love. Once I was, I still sorta am, but absolutely nothing will come out of it. He's at a different ( Read more... )

So this summer is actually going to suck. So far i've visited Choate for graduation, gone to some benefit parties with my parents, visited University of Virginia, NYU, Columbia, and Princeton(although i've been going to reunions/football games for 17 years i didn't really need another tour ( Read more... )

Today in 1943, I think, Germans invaded Belgium. My grandparents were living there at the time. Early in the morning, my grandfather, Abraham, woke up my grandmother, Henriette, and said "The germans are dropping bombs, we have to get out of here." Now i'm not exactly sure if this was what he said, but that's basically what happened. My ( Read more... )

well i haven't been on this in a long, long time. i don't know why i just sorta slipped away from my writing. i love writing in this thing, it always cleared my head, maybe that's why i'm so fed up right now. so many fights and broken spirits i think it's time to start writing again ( Read more... )

The Piatelli Dinner, and annual event for the past three years honoring Mr. Piatelli, I don't know his actual name. So all I hear from students is "I can't wait for the Piatelli dinner" blah blah. I looked forward to it all year. Turns out I really didn't have a lot of fun. Because I pissed one girl off, three others didn't sit at my table, no boys ( Read more... )

I love my father. I love him for the man he has made himself into, and the father everyone dreams of. Sure, at times we have our fights, but in the end I realize he loves me and would never want anything bad to happen to me. I just wanted to share some of the advice my father has given me recently because I hope that someday this advice may help ( Read more... )

As weeks went by it showed that she was not fine. He made her feel useless, alone, never able to be something. Well that's it. Time to tell the truth. He doesn't own her heart, she'll never let him. He might have taken her to bed, but never did he have her soul. So she was used, and he doesn't care...fine. She doesn't care either. The pain lives, ( Read more... )

He used me, trashed me, left me to be eaten by the hungry wolves of shame. The love that seemed to spark was a mere lightning bolt turning the ground into a ditch, waiting to be filled with emotions, every emotion. Through the good and bad, I always had my buddy, the one who through anything could help me feel alive again. It was a game, a shameful ( Read more... )

She sat in class, wondering why. The movie about DNA couldn't keep her focus. Inside her head her own movie was playing. A movie with comedy, drama, romance,adolescnce. The bright colors on the TV screen brought out the bright color of flowers into her mind. The hatred of love and its effects on life slowly died out. She was in love and she was ( Read more... )

TRAVIS VAYDA HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!! FROM ANDREA AND ABBY, WE LOVE YOU!!!! XOXOXOXOXOXOX