Crazy shit going around, broke down car in december while on my way to miami for my birthday, now some guy hit my car while he was drunk in my parking lot. what to do D: my life. I need to post a more sober post soon

Thanksgiving was emotional, but we ate a nice feast. We decided to go visit my sister in law for thanksgiving, her favorite holiday. Although she may be unconscious with tubes hooked up, at least be there in her presence. When we arrived, she was conscious, everyone surprised, doctors had good news that a new treatment is working for her. Although ( Read more... )

had the craziest 3 weeks ever. my sister in law in the hospital sedated, unconscious, doctors losing hope, family praying, too many tears. I feel like this is just a dream that just waiting to wake up. It was just like yesterday she was giving me a hug, holding hands during prayers on the Christmas dinner table and now she's in this situation , and ( Read more... )

Had the craziest, most fun weekend I've had in awhile. Friday met up with my friends from Miami in Orlando and we took a trip to Gainesville for the NXT show. I have realized hanging out in person is so much better, on the trip north we played all of our shitty music we all listened to during 2005 -2008. Talked about pastimes and the confessions. ( Read more... )

What else is there to do. My trip to Miami last weekend was like playing Marco Polo with someone called Nostalgia. Seeing the ghost of my childhood running around in those neighborhoods. Seeing my mother on her birthday, this is the second time I see her this year , and a third in December I hope. My step father wouldn't answer his phone , I hope ( Read more... )

Once again first update in a long time. :p

Seattle/Portland was pretty amazing. weather was cool. people were cool. landscape was sweet. weather was clear ( Read more... )

One should befriend their own self. The decisions we make due to our agony from hunger, stress, and slept deprived brain can make long lasting damage on our future.

Okay in my last post I said ( Read more... )

I wish back in 2005 I couldve archive towards the future posts like this one and tell myself back then that everything will be A OKAY. I will tell myself "fuck you dude, stop fucking up oh yeah that girl youre going to run into forget about her, this other girl will be the one for you and dont let her go" and "seriously visit that Hare Krishna ( Read more... )