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sometimes i need to get slapped

about a million and a half years ago, me and alan we on the phone discussing the age old idiom "its the journey, not the destination." and he took the side of the idiom i took the opposition. i argued that it didn't matter how you got there, as long as you got there. he said it was the experiences along the way and not where you ended up that was ( Read more... )

I'm back from army training.. i'm a badass now... yeah... i got into a grappling match with a marine and broke his leg... it was funny... i have a new guy in my life... nothing too serious yet... just me being me...

so i get dumped... and replaced in 2 weeks... this is the guy who said that i would be the perfect girlfriend (back when we were just friends)... and then he has the audacity to tell me that he is gonna come ot my daughter's birthday party... after he makes me feel worse than shit... why is it that i like guys who will rip me to pieces and make me ( Read more... )

so i am beginning to recognize when my periods of derpression start, and i am starting one as we speak... i am losing interest in everything and feeling the need to sleep more and more... and i just cannot seem to get motivated... i've started drinking champagne for breakfast again to try to cheer myself and it works a little... but seeing as how i ( Read more... )

i look and feel like shit... and i have to get off the computer, get a shower, get dressed, take the little one to the babysitter, and go to work....

also, i take my ASVAB today... wish me luck!

so... i was thinking about things and talking them over with a 'friend ( Read more... )

SICK CYCLE CAROUSEL

i'm a bad person... again

I'm back ( Read more... )