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The Rocky Process of Digging Upward
It's been a very long week. Had probably the closest thing to a breakdown that I've ever had. Just a million little things happening all at once, and not just for me but nearly everyone in my inner circle, too. A self perpetuating tidal wave of stress. The good to come of it is that I think I now know how to avoid it, how to stop short of that ( Read more... ) -
Perhaps It's Time
I don't know, I think the need for this place is coming to an end. And I hope it comes to an end for a good long time though I suppose I have mixed feelings about that. It means that things are normal, that there's no turmoil, that there's none of the strife that comes with rapid growth and experience ( Read more... ) -
It still strikes me when things are made too real. I was talking with a friend about how it was getting easier, moving on, but then I conjured her face in my mind - really brought it to the forefront - and it was my undoing ( Read more... )
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Unbidden
Once you come to terms with the big, obvious, reminders of someone (certain bands, TV shows, phrases) there are all these other subtle ones that creep up on you. Runaway trains of thought that out of nowhere hit you with a glimpse of that person. A joke that shared a common framework, a word used in a specific scenario that bore resemblance to the ( Read more... ) -
Wounds
No amount of cold perspective can stop me from missing her ( Read more... ) -
Lobotomy Of The Soul
I'm starting to understand better now. The things I did wrong, the errors in judgment, the things we knew but couldn't admit to ourselves ( Read more... )
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