So much to vent and I feel there is no safe place to let it all out. I am disgusted with what my daughter is being put through and I can do very little to change it. If only the courts recognized emotional abuse. My daughter is learning and witnessing damaging behavior and I can't stop it, and her dad refuses to stop it. He's all talk. I don't ( Read more... )

Been writing on paper. That's good. Creativity is shit. I thought I was ready to explore the vacancies but I am finding it only makes it hurt worse. I miss them and cannot write a decent thing to honor the emptiness. That emptiness always hits at the most inopportune moments ( Read more... )

It's been a strange week ( Read more... )

... is playing on the radio. I have sure felt a lot of nostalgia lately. It all comes down to music ( Read more... )

4 a.m. woke me and I was in tears ( Read more... )

i am ( Read more... )

Exhaustion doesn't begin to explain today's condition. I will not whine. I will... celebrate having survived ( Read more... )

...rules ( Read more... )

I'm being a work slacker today. Well, not really. I am taking a break from the rigors of demands ( Read more... )

BOS meeting was fantastic! Having joined a community organized group for Meth awareness and prevention, I can say with gratitude, our BOS is getting on the train and the group is already making long strides in education, outreach, and law realignment. I think a fair portion of support is coming from DHHS after the murder of Father Freed and a ( Read more... )