I have said it before, I will say it again, I have many walks of life present themselves in my line of work. All of them are bonded through loss. I am not judgmental to say that one person's loss means more than another. Death is death and traumatic loss means nothing in my line of work. Cancer, car crash, drowning, old age... the bottom line is, ( Read more... )

Another day, another disappointment. I tried leaving the office and walking around to get rid of some of the negative energy. I had hoped the fresh air and change of scenery would do the trick. Nope. I will forever be stuck in the rut of expecting too much from certain people. No matter how hard they say they will try, they have become masters at ( Read more... )

The craziness of life ( Read more... )

I have encountered many head-scratching moments this week. I've also been reminded of shouldering a little humility but I am still practicing, with grace under fire ( Read more... )

Just back from the vampires. Only 4 vials today but dag-nabbit they were big vials! I took a pear with me since I had been fasting since 7:30 yesterday. Afterward, I was dreaming of coffee and took a big bite of my pear and "chunk". Surely I had allowed my coffee fantasy to interrupt reality so I took another bite. "Chunk!" Darn pear had deceived ( Read more... )

Mayday, mayday ( Read more... )

There is no sense in what one feels until they feel it. Why now? Why does it hurt now? Now makes no sense. There was a time I would walk away. Can I? Either way, it's gonna hurt.

Change is inevitable.
1. paraprofessional exam, May 23rd
2. HSU admissions, ASAP

Hmmmm. What will win?

I think I am transitioning. I have been taking small steps to repair or patch flaws I see in myself. Some flaws are part of who I am and I am accepting of them. Some flaws have manifested themselves in the daily voices that beat me down, and prevent me from moving into positive and/or rewarding spaces. Regardless of the seeds from where these flaws ( Read more... )

Is it really true? God will give us only what we can handle. Is it true? It prepares us for what is to come. I have been doing some serious soul searching, faith searching, answer searching ( Read more... )