today i visited heather on my lunch break. i went by myself for the first time. i liked it a lot. there are a lot of pictures there now and i love how her handwriting is on the back. theres a lot of pretty orange flowers there now. i think im going to go by myself a lot.

i'm glad everyone always has such good times and hangs out with each other all the time. i wish i could be so lucky.

i haven't updated in a very long time. this summer is so depressing. i work 40 hours a week. i have no time for anything. me and cassie were looking at a summer ideas list that i made during the school year, and it made me so sad thinking about all of the stuff i missed out on doing this summer since i work every day. the only "goal" i completed ( Read more... )

im packing for hawaii. its wednesday and i have to leave to go to my dads on friday. so yeah. im going to miss you all sooo much!! i hope everyone has fun with what they're doing and please be safe! i love you all.

FIVE days until i am here....


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it is so fucking hot up in my tiny ass cape cod room. fuck.

i came so close to getting a kitten the other day at work its not even funny..

private entries here i come

im not even going to say it.

god i wish so many people didnt read LJ

today was fa fa day ( Read more... )

ugh. i hate when i get like this. i hate it so much. i really dont expect any comments on this. i just need to write this out so i can look at it when i wake up and see if i still feel this way. i probably will because its all i ever think about ( Read more... )