This won't be the last you'll hear from me: it's just the start ( Read more... )

do i never have anything happy to post about anymore?

hahahaha.

fall into oblivion ( Read more... )

so i was on myspace because i was contemplating (again) deleting mine. i decided to read a bulletin. it was a survey done by someone i used to know. i wanted to fill it out too but as i kept reading i felt like if i copy/pasted it, there wouldn't be much to change. almost all of her answers were what i would have answered. and they were worded ( Read more... )

死にたくない。

i just want to feel.

can you please just once, let me keep my dreams without you stepping all over them first with your discouraging comments ( Read more... )

when it started, you were just on the fence. neither sitting comfortably nor toppling over. but was it the wind? a sudden shift in your balance? whatever it was, you fell backwards. you kept falling. it seemed to be a long way down. all the while you were still not really sure what was happening. all you knew was that you were falling. when you ( Read more... )

poor, poor dean--the devil himself had never fallen farther; in idiocy, with infected thumb, surrounded by the battered suitcases of his motherless feverish life across america and back numberless times, an undone bird.

i feel like destroying everything anyone ever held dear. everything most important to you; crushing them in my fist. i could do this without batting an eyelash. look me in the eye, pleadingly, and my heart would not be moved. even tears would be meaningless. i would continue to squeeze the life and breath out of everything you love. squeeze until ( Read more... )

hmmm...mmmm ( Read more... )